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Yesterday I was in Vermont hanging out at the home of a
friend. The night before, having
no phone reception we finally got hooked up to some wi-fi and there it was: I
got word of the verdict "on Zimmerman." I became driven like some homing beacon had been set
off. I had to get out of
there. I had to get to a place
where peaceful people could not be at peace with this...where folks did not
need to debate "possible angles" of the case...where folks discern
and recognize truth and act from there...where folks know what they know and
their noses are in good working order and they had smelled this before. I drove three hours as far as New
Haven, grabbed a bite and then continued the next 3 hours to get to LOVE
Park. It didn't matter that the
traffic was crazy on the NJ Turnpike because my senses were focused digesting
every bit of this horrible awareness.
What some folks don't get is that its not that we are in
shock or even surprised. This was another
dip of the test strip into the fluids running through this society. And while waiting for the results to
tell us the level of disease that still exists in the body, we did what most
folks do during such waiting periods.
We allowed ourselves to hope for some indication of progress toward
healing, of some shared perception or illumination, even an indication of
greater courage (heart). So, when
we got the results, upon hearing this verdict, there was the let down. You didn't hear the gasp (the drawing
in of air) associated with shock or surprise. You heard instead the slow release of air associated with resignation
and being DIS-HEARTENED.
One of my great teachers, Parvathi Nandanath Saraswati, says
that "the heart is the part of us that understands without having to take
apart." THE HEART KNOWS. This is why I refuse to engage in debate
or discussions that draw the focus away from the knowing that comes through heart-understanding. When it comes to the murder of our son, Trayvon, I refuse to allow the focus to be distracted by bullshit like how tall
or big our son was or whether he smoked this or that. I refuse to, for one moment to allow the script to be
flipped where Trayvon, his parents, friends or community get put on trial!? Wake up! Bottom line is: all our sons and daughters have the right TO
BE...TO FULLY BE..TO LIVE and each one of them deserve to have that right
protected.
Instead of treasuring, embracing or even allowing our son's
and daughter's living, this verdict confirmed a continued disregard and further
indicates a full-blown disease running through this society...a cancer
destroying vital organs completely oblivious to the unavoidable fact that in so
doing, it is killing itself.
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